For most of my peers this was a chance to show how brave they were. For others a slight fear or apprehension could be seen on their faces. For myself, this was a specific torture aimed in my direction. They wanted all of us to do it, but I don't like anything that puts me in front of a crowd. That being only a minor flaw compared to the complete trust I was asked to give to this park employee whom I barely knew and just hoped that she didn't stick a dead bird in that box. Now, I know what you're thinking, what kind of sick person would force first graders to touch dead birds and as an adult I know how ridiculous this sounds. But that's all that crossed my mind as I anxiously watched the children in front of me take their turns.
I remember how usually I would hang back not wanting to be a part of the crowd, but this time I was drawn in with suspense as children stuck their hands in slowly to discover the lifeless robin surely waiting on the other side. I remember how we would all jerk back when the student jerked their hand out quickly confused by what they were touching only to find out it was a cotton on the stem. I soon came to discover there was in fact no dead birds but various plants and things related to nature and after many of my friends reviewed their experience, the park employee earned enough trust for me to come to the same conclusion.
It's not easy putting your trust into someone. If you are in a group project, you want to be partnered with a friend or someone who is known for having good grades. Someone who puts little effort into their work could possibly give the same effort to your combined work. When you go to a new restaurant, with the help of online reviews or past experiences from friends and family, you can decipher how much you too will enjoy the experience. You risk wasted money, a chance at a good meal, and possible illness from a shady looking eatery. There are risks, but there are also missed opportunities from not having a little faith. There could be new friends to be made on branching out in your group projects. There could be amazing meals in restaurants that have little being said about them. Sometime we have to just risk it and go all in.
In Mark chapter 10 and starting at verse 46 we see someone who set aside their risks to take part in an opportunity. Bartimaeus heard Jesus was coming and being blind, he saw an opportunity to be healed. He begin to cry out, "Jesus son of David have mercy on me!" He had no idea where Jesus was, he was a beggar on the streets and begun to make a scene in front of all these people who wanted to get a closer look at Jesus. They were annoyed by his disruption.
Mark 10:48 And many charged him that he should hold his peace: but he cried the more a great deal, Thou son of David, have mercy on me.
But Bartimaeus was all in! He had no idea what was going to happen. He relied on the change from these people to get what little he could. To make them angry was a financial risk to his way of life. If one of them tried to harm him, he wouldn't be able to see what was headed his way. Yet here he was faced with an opportunity that could make his life better and Bartimaeus had to go all in. He had to put all his trust on Jesus and all he had heard about Him. Bartimaeus was noticed by Jesus. Jesus called Bartimaeus to him and said:
Mark 10:51-52 And Jesus answered and said unto him, What wilt thou that I should do unto thee? The blind man said unto him, Lord, that I might receive my sight. And Jesus said unto him, Go thy way; thy faith hath made thee whole. And immediately he received his sight, and followed Jesus in the way.
Bartimaeus no longer had to beg. He didn't have to risk his life trying to get through town. He could now see because he was noticed by Jesus. We could sit down and list all that could go wrong, we could hide our heads in the sand and hope to just make it through, or we could try it the way God intended and go all in. Trusting that God can see you through and that he isn't trying to put you in harms way is not the easiest option, but what if it could make your life better? Is that a risk that you are willing to take?
May we all look pasts the risks, to the opportunity for a better life,